Um...this Blog is *STILL* here?

More than three years after it's inception? 

Crazy.

Crazier is all the shit that's happened in those 3 years.  I'll catch you up.  I quit my job, did NOT go back to school (b/c I didn't really want to), worked my business for a while, worked really hard at not fucking up my marriage, lost some weight, PARENTING, kicked ass, gained back the weight, worked full time - a job which I also quit, put my head back in my biz and started a cool new remote job, people I love moved away, Linda died.

I still see my therapist regularly, because I *need* to have an accountability buddy.

I'm also still fat.  The body acceptance movement is here to stay.  I dig.  I'm there. But I'm also ready to change because I don't want to die.

Tomorrow I attend a long meeting about Weight Loss Surgery (WLS).  My husband is coming with me.  His willingness to come along speaks volumes about how far we have come as partners.

Today we met with the attorney to finish up our 9 year old, unsigned will.  Ducks...rows...it's happening.

I read what I wrote in 2011.  It doesn't even sound like me, yet it somehow does because it resonates.

So 2014...let's see what you've got.